How long do I lay?
Staring into nothing
Trembling cold grey
Watching for something
Red glare of time
Tap of blinds wind in
Regain will mine
Over come the silence din
Each step counts
Two three four
Switch of light hand mounts
Still fear my feet upon the floor
Kitchen computer TV
Closed windows shadows more
Are they still watching me?
News cartoons war
Deep drag fills the room
Smoke released eases pain
Must to bed again soon
Snap look sound of rain
Its just rain
No clouds it's over
Repeated again in vain
Suns rising smell of clover
Steady I go
Shadows reflecting echoes
Slowly I go
Head in pillow terrors echo
Soft wind voice a scream
Gentle breeze hands on me
Black round large steam
I close my eyes and still I see…
God lift depression from you now and forever
and from all suffering from it.