You say it was all because you drink
But maybe it was because
You never fucking think
All you said, when you were the other guy
Where really nothing but lies
I wish I could show you
What you did to me inside
It's sad I'm too scared to talk to you
I guess I never really knew
The real you
I guess I only seen who I wanted to
No one who's ever cared about me
Ever treated me like that
I give up
You took the last part of me I had
If you don't give it back, I can't move on
I really need to just forget about you
This shit has been going on for way to long
This is the end of the story
Too bad it had to end so wrong
No matter what I may still feel for you
I won't do this anymore
I'm through
I'll think back someday
Regreting all the things I never got to say
Hoping you too will see it this way
Hoping it will hit you hard
But then agin
Hopes never really gotten me far
It's time now though, to go to bed
And stop writing you this letter
I have to say though the thing I know I'll regret most
Is we never got to know each other better
Ok, now it's really time for the end
Just one last thing, while it lasted
It was nice being your friend
An interesting read i must say, different than most i have read. it seems like innermonolouge which can be quite hard to write without teetering on cliché lines. a good read with quite alot of emotion packed into it. magnifique!
J
interesting piece. Title caught me because it's my initials Ruth Marie Lovejoy. Kinda chilling reading the content though because it showed a lost possible friendship before it could take off.