Traces of the past- Still exist in my mind,
Some memories still last- Others have been washed away with time.
I still remember the days- When I used to walk through blind,
Blind folded by my thoughts- Searching for something I'd never find.
Believing in some things- That I really didn't believe,
But since birth those things- Had been instilled in me.
Finally breaking out- Of this person I had been molded,
Starting all over- Like a second birth- But I was older.
Thinking for myself- Finally facing all my fears,
Colliding with the pain- Face began getting drenched by my tears.
I hid within myself- Keeping it away from my peers,
Couldn't show my weakness- And it ate at me for years.
The things that were once clear- Began getting hazy,
The calmness I once knew- Suddenly turned into crazy.
It's amazing- The transformation I have gone through,
Happiness still evades me- But I am sure it's long due.
There's a path that's been left- Which will remain till I grow old,
It allows you to see my world- Just follow the footprints on my soul.
Michael C. Lucas
This is great, i really enjoyed the easy flow of your words and I can so understand what it is you are saying. Well done.