"Tha Poetic Son"
This cant be life... Its consumed with strife
Entering the judicial system from the use of a knife
Traveling the suburbs, yet with the hood, I am covered
Too black for some, too white for others
Relying only on the love from my "blood brothers"
No where to turn - To tired to mourn
Gazing into mirrors, wishing I was never born
Life is filled with what?
I see, nor having nothing - Im ready to combust
Dreading every day I wake, wishing this day...
My soul the lord will take
This cant be life... Its consumed with strife
January 2001 the Lord came to me, telling me to write
Chasing down a pen...
Releasing my thoughts, cries, and sins
Playing this game of life, knowing Im going to win
Since birth I've felt, destined to be remembered was my fate
Destined to release or be something great
Finally feeling it... Praying poetry must be it
So I write - Then I write some more
Feedback from the world, telling me, my words are they're cure
Loved by many - Embraced by all
Feeling this writing is destiny's long haul
I see it, its just about in my grasp
ATLAS
Publishers calling and e-mailing Tha Poetic Son
Im on my way, time to tell everyone
Reaching a fork in the road, once told the portion
Dont do this - I need this
Publishers are killing me slowly with their extortion
My blood sweat and tears - Yet they're reaping the fortunes
Worthless thoughts entering my head, unable to sort them
Back to pen and paper - That black ink from a bic pen
Releasing these worries, these thoughts from within
Hopefully self-publishing will suffice
This cant be life... Its consumed with strife
"Tha Poet"
This can't be life- No, this can't be right,
With a pen and a pad- I'm destined to write?
Poetry is my way out?- That's what it seems,
My way to touch people- I'm writing dreams.
But I'm like a deer in headlights- Stunned by the beams,
I'm stuck in this life- But my mind starts to bleed.
And the blood turns to ink- As I release it to this page,
I'm wiser to my years- Don't be confused by my age.
You hate me 'cuz you ain't me- That's how I see it,
You have a dream and leave it just that, a dream- But I try to be it.
This can't be life- No, this can't be right,
This is what I was given?- Rainy days and dark nights?
I don't wanna fight- I just wanna live,
Struggle is a given- But what the hell is this?
I'm trying to help people- But most won't listen,
When they find out it's poetry- You lose their attention.
I want to be remembered when I die- My name will be said,
I will live on through these words- Therefore I will never be dead.
Let It Live forever- And I shall die never,
People will see that Poetry was my greatest endeavor.
But now I am nothing- Another street side Poet,
But I'm destined for greatness- I can feel it in my veins flowing.
But this can't be life- No, this can't be right,
With a pen and a pad- I'm destined to write?
This is fabulous. You are both talented and have achieved more than some have dreamed. I know you will both leave your mark and I hope you never quit writting. Awesome!