I can't look to the future- I don't know if I'll make it,
When I sit and think about it- I don't think I can take it.
It's been killing me lately- The bullshit and debating,
Trying to spread love but all I'm feeling is hating.
The attacks are blatant- Assassination of character.
Living day to day- Because tomorrow seems so far,
They say they got my back but I ain't seen it so far.
They wanna see me fall- Tumble off my pedestal,
But I can't be held down- The talent is incredible.
My success is inevitable- It's just a matter of time,
This ladder that I climb- It's missing a couple steps,
Gaps between here and there- But I haven't gave up yet.
Too many things to achieve- Too many people to prove wrong,
All the assholes that didn't believe- They never wanted to see.
Me with accomplished dreams- I've had teachers tell me I'm nothing,
Instead of planting seeds- Of knowledge in my head,
Tried to corrupt me instead- Wanted to mentally see me dead.
Lay in my permanent bed- So my stories couldn't be read.
And my experiences couldn't be told- My pain couldn't be related to,
And my soul would be sold- For a very cheap price,
But I choose Life- So I fight through this fight,
All the negativity and bullshit- But people try to pull shit,
They wanna borrow my thoughts- Take my words and twist them,
Then my authenticity is lost- Being the best comes with a cost.
Everyone wants to be you- They realize they can't,
So they wanna repeat you- Then they try to beat you.
At this game you've mastered- These words are my offspring,
They will never be a bastard- 'Cuz I father my thoughts,
I refuse to ever let my thoughts be lost- Amongst these fakes.
I will succeed in my life- No matter what it takes.
But I'm concentrated on now- Because tomorrow's so far away,
I live for the moment- As I walk through life- Day by day.
Michael C. Lucas
man, you can write! *wishes he could write like that*