sick of life.
sick of this knife
standing by my throat.
help me out.
something's pulling me down.
this knife's cutting closer.
this room's getting darker.
life is looking on
to see if i'm willing
to leave it all behind.
this sight has crossed
my mind many of
times.
never thought this
would actually be
happening.
maybe it is true
that i'll never fit in
if
i stop now.
or
maybe i can forget
this and live again.
now it's too late.
i lay in my blood
thinking.
it's dark.
everything's a blur.
now i'm in a place
i don't prefer.
now i see why everyone
says 'life is good.'
it's too late for me now.
i guess this is goodbye.
13 years... You beat me with 1 year!
Angel, you have too many different sides, and I'm having trouble keeping up with you. You're the best thing to happen to me, but sometimes you prove to be the worse. The times when you're depressed and I don't know how to help you. I want to help you. Let me help you.