one thing I know-
this is not the way we should have done it
pull me in
tell me this is not the end
eighty degrees in october
juxtaposed with
waking up crying and
your car around a tree
and there it is
an ending that I wrote in the way my hand shook
all my mistakes curved into the bleat of a honked horn
all your blood on the floor
of the two bedroom I will live in
this is not the way we should have done it
voice shuddering when I know the right answer
the right decision you have made
but the wrongness seeps into me
the way I sink into your shoulder in bed
I remember saying your name in this light
not quite a beg–
if I had gone that far
is there something else I could have asked
this is not the way we should have done it
Powerful
Powerful