I am the physical form of things I don’t want to feel
I wake up with the world’s tears on my shoulders
and yesterday’s sweat in my eyes
when half the world is asleep
I am callous and cruel and a million more things
as the ghosts keep throwing me questions
I don’t have the answers to
please see me as more than a pile of the
shit I put you through
cause when the walls burn down I keep building windows
I keep trying to see you