My brain whirs when the sun goes off
and isn’t it funny
that I have always been nocturnal even when I am asleep
the loner the
lover the
one to grow at night alone
the one to build arches that stretch
toward the hibernating sun
and build nests scattered with moonlight
you will never fit into
Isn’t it funny
the only time I think of you is in bed
when that’s the last place you wanted to be
The stars think I am attuned to you
and the way time is shoved down my throat here
When I think about it I can swallow it,
a spoonful of earthquake shivering down my spine
until it becomes a part of me
I walk through the almost-fire,
the heat that chases me until I look right at it
and under these swollen memories I step
and I forget you.
somehow
I forget.
I love the poem's phrase, The
J-Called