I am addicted to saltwater,
I got sober alone.
I wear my thoughts like saltwater,
soak them in too much of the day,
held down to the rhythm of my footsteps, getting here
and passing everyone I will never know.
I am addicted to saltwater,
I got sober wishing I would stop crying
over things I will regret wasting tears over.
From this twelfth step
you should know how hard I wrap myself around you,
how I embrace the saltwater it takes to slip through your door,
how hard I hold my breath
when I take a level to my messy
like I think I can figure it out
with logic.
We last like a horizon,
I can’t sketch
exactly where the sand meets the sea,
and sometimes it storms and I think I will never be able to pull anything out of this whirlwind
I’m just trying to make angels.
I am addicted to gravity,
but I keep trying to wake up in the clouds.
I wear my thoughts like gravity
when I’m around you,
used to
being held so tightly to the ground
and still feeling weightless.
I am addicted to gravity,
I got sober right on the ground
with your hand in mine.
I know this song, it is like
I know this song, it is like the angels have forsaken the want