I can't have you and be free.

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2016

I used to cover the whole

world, but what I couldn’t see

 

was that my leash just went that

far, wrapped around your center of gravity

 

because you wanted me to

see everything I’d be missing

 

when you reeled me in like a

dog with a tucked tail

 

But you made me choose

and it tore me apart

 

Running to the edge of the earth in my

dreams, I’ll drown myself in aqua blue

 

and hope that choosing is

no more evil than your eyes,

 

the eyes that once held mine

like they were rare and needed and beautiful and I

 

should have known, I’m not

rare just a human who has to

 

make selfish decisions like this one,

but then again the aqua blue has

 

told me exactly what I need,

I want your sweet breath

 

and bare infinities and intense

perfection, but I need to be


free.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written 5/21/16

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