I used to cover the whole
world, but what I couldn’t see
was that my leash just went that
far, wrapped around your center of gravity
because you wanted me to
see everything I’d be missing
when you reeled me in like a
dog with a tucked tail
But you made me choose
and it tore me apart
Running to the edge of the earth in my
dreams, I’ll drown myself in aqua blue
and hope that choosing is
no more evil than your eyes,
the eyes that once held mine
like they were rare and needed and beautiful and I
should have known, I’m not
rare just a human who has to
make selfish decisions like this one,
but then again the aqua blue has
told me exactly what I need,
I want your sweet breath
and bare infinities and intense
perfection, but I need to be
free.