Deception

There was a time when I looked at you;
Seeing clearly through your eyes,
Colors of lavender and blue.
I fell within that bottomless pool;
I struggled and I fought,
As I sank down deeper.
Giving in to suffocation;
An overwhelming asphyxiation.
The air held in my lungs,
Has since gone stale.
I feel my body go limp,
As my mind holds on to fight.
Drifting into this unwelcomed abyss;
I open my eyes and see yours before mine.
Then I see the truth;
They aren’t blue, but a murky green.
Sludge so thick—that it takes prisoner, my legs.
I try escaping,
My arms flail; reaching out,
As my fingers search for an escape.
I gasp;
Letting the murky sludge fill my lungs.
My body descends—lower
And my mind begins to stray.
I flash back to the first “I love you;"
A brief moment in time.
You, holding my face in between your hands;
The look of intensity in your eyes;
The shakiness of your speech.
I remember your fingers;
Entwined with mine.
I fight for that feeling,
As I struggle for air;
Although, there is no use
In fighting for what is no longer present.
No love; no warmth;
No kiss of your lips.
No dance, between the flick of our tongues;
No arms to support me,
When I can no longer stand.
No breath of fresh air;
Those memories have since gone rotten.
You stole my heart; ripped it out of my chest;
I double over in pain, as I attempt to bottle it up
Before it can escape.

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Written on 10/14/09

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nkorinko's picture

I really enjoyed this one. I especially liked how descriptive you got once you started describing the eyes, and getting stuck in them.


The only problem with the story carved on your chest, is its hard to read when your missing your ribs..