I see the pure-white snow that falls
From pure dull silver skies
And though it may seem beautiful
I know the whiteness lies
It's purity reminds me
Of the darkness that's within
I am so far off from white
I'm black and red from sin
It's cold and rather solemn
Quite like my bleeding heart
And it falls from Heaven
Just as from grace, I'll depart
The white sheen quite depresses me
I tread through that which fell
This seeming winter beauty
Is my own surviving hell
I feel like I'm committing
A crime of the worst kind
As I destroy the whiteness
I'm walking like I'm blind
I stumble through the falling snow
I'm desperate not to cry
I dream about such suicides
They succeed with every try
I know just where the cuts should go
I see the falling red
I'll wait a little longer
I hope I'll soon be dead
The red pours down into the white
And desecrates the snow
The colour is a new one now
Not red, not white, but yellow.
Its..sad...;_;...but I think its cool more than sad....and I really like the idea...how red and white, blood and snow mixes and turns to yellow.