That Girl is Me

Her mind has wondered off somewhere

I see the breeze blowing in her hair

can't you see the discomfort in her eyes

they're so vivid but you don't realize



The tears running down her face

gives her the feeling of being out of place

no one understands

so many ups and downs, so many things to mend



see her heart, it's so open

and her lungs take in

all this air

and still she has so much fear



she holds the fire of anger inside her

you see it shine in the dark night sky up there

other people's actions

have brought her down emotionally



why has this happened

again will it not

all the voices start to scream

when will they stop



she is out of control

she's not herself anymore

she wants things like before

but will anyone listen to her anymore



her eyes show everything

but people don't see

she�s is timid

and it's so vivid



many things pass her mind

from early in the morning

to late at night

feelings cross

her heart feels lost



this girl I talk about is me

with all these mixed emotions

they're making a commotion

they're running around my head

so many things I should've said



so many things I need to do

to change the way I live

I need to start fresh

all new



but still no one will get

who I am

they never will because

they don't understand



They won't open up

and see who I am

I'm not good enough

when I do the best I can



I hold it all in me

why should anyone care

too many problems I have

should I bother to share



why does everyone think that I have it made

when all I want to do is change

I'm still tryin to find out myself

tryin to be me, not anyone else



and in my eyes show everything

and if you can't see

you are just to blind

to want to know anything about me



my eyes open up

everything inside

it's where you will find

all the feelings

in my heart and mind

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I can be very confused sometimes and I like this poem. I think its self explainitory. (i can't spell)

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Arianna Power's picture

i really loved your poem :)

<3 kitty