Look, don’t get the wrong impression, I’m not trying to be a thug
it’s just when everything seems fucked, writing helps the depression
for others, to live or die is the question,
while for me, death is never mentioned,
it’s hit home time and again, took some family, and it took some friends
and no matter how many prayers you send, the worst comes in the end
it gets you feeling low, cold, and old, looking for something to hold
and pressure makes you fold, only drugs have the power to control
that massive hole in your soul, when it feels everything’s been stole
but then the same old games, fills your life with shame
unbearable pain running rampant in your brain
it feels as though I’ve slowly gone insane
so now from these drugs I try to wane,
I guess nothing will ever be the same.
When we die, where do we go
when we cry, what emotions do we show
tears and sighs, angry feelings only grow
we try and try, bottle it up till we blow
when we die, tell me, where do we go
now every morning when I rise, thank god to be alive
knowing I’ve got angels by my side, everywhere I ride
knowing my number could be called at any time
but it’s no use to hide, for the reaper I’m easy to find
but to these rhymes I design, he’s virtually blind
for half of them I bind within the depths of my mind
where know one can take them, or even try to fake them
and if ever someone does, I just might have to break them
because these are my thoughts, mental wars I’ve fought
insight I’ve sought, tried to catch and finally I’ve caught
this is where I’ve grown but it feels I’m far away from home,
searching for my throne, I’m so afraid to die alone, unknown
so give me a chance, at least a second glance,
hear what I have to say, that’s all that I ask..
When we die, where do we go
when we cry, what emotions do we show
tears and sighs, angry feelings only grow
we try and try, bottle it up till we blow
when we die, tell me, where do we go
where do we go…
very interesting... a lot of really good thoughts in there... i really like the beat it has and the way the words kind of jaggedly flow together... the idea that stood out to me was not hidding from death and the rest of that whole thing...