To hear you say…
By jfarrell
To hear you say “I love you”
I would have sprouted wings and flew
So happy, so joyous those words would have made me feel
From you, my mother
To hear you say “I’m proud of you”
I would have pulled the stars from the sky
And made of them a crown
For you, my mother
I heard you say “I should have smothered you at birth”
And I feel crushed, hated
Outcast and rejected
By you, my mother
I heard you say “I should have had you aborted”
And I feel aborted;
Stopped, cast aside
And incomplete
I still hear what you said
After all these years, over all these many miles
Has my silence, my absence, gotten through to you
After all these years, can you still hear me
But,
I still want to hear you say
“I love you”
To me, your son