Nevers
By jfarrell
25th floor of a building in central London, with big windows;
I’d never seen London at night, all lights;
Was beautiful; first time I actually appreciated what London could be;
Until last night, I’d never been that high up and seen London.
I’d never been to Wembley, never been to Lord’s Cricket Ground;
Never got a roomful of important people drunk on entry;
“Champagne, sir or madam?”
I’d never served coffee to a room of professors.
Until my present employer, Berkeley Scott (BIG thank you, amazing);
I’d never experienced a road, a street…
The walk there takes five minutes..
After work, that same walk takes an hour or more.
Before BKS (Berkeley Scott)….
I’d never walked anywhere,
As part of a sea, an arrow, a swarm of people;
40, 000 people, all headed for the same tube station.
I’m nearly 50, these last 6 months seen a lot of nevers happening;
Nearly 50; never had family or kids or meaningful relationship;
BKS helping me destroy a lot of nevers;
Maybe, even this late in the race, some nevers can still be changed.
I don’t want my future (what’s left),
Just OK, managing;
I’d like my future to be good, worth the effort;
Maybe another never can be destroyed.