All apologies
By jfarrell
(Kurt Cobain, Nirvana - genius band - “what else should I be? All apologies)
I’m not like you; sorry; I so wish I was;
I can’t feel, think, look, act like you;
I can’t be what you want;
I can only be me.
My very humblest apologies.
I can explain precisely, in detail, why;
But, would it matter?
You need me to reflect something of you
But I can only reflect my own emptiness;
I am so very terribly sorry.
Mum; mother; mater; ma; Kathy;
I am so very sorry you carried for nine months;
Hoping for that baby girl you’d always dreamed of;
But, I was born a boy;
Please forgive me, I am so very sorry.
So very lonely.