But, I am, so it comes out that way
By jfarrell
(Bill Hicks was a legend, sorely missed)
I don’t mean to be full of hate and bitterness,
Spiteful, wanting to hurt back,
But, I am, so it comes out that way.
I don’t mean to treat you with disrespect,
And nonchalantly dismiss your views;
But, that’s the way it comes out.
I used to work with nursery children,
I was full of care, understanding and empathy;
And it came out that way.
I wanted to be loved;
Desperately;
And I couldn’t let that show at all.
After all these years….
I don’t mean to want everyone who ever hurt me to hurt, horribly;
To die slowly, and in as much agony, as my imagination can conjure;
But, I do, so it comes out that way.