Forgotten Son
By jfarrell
(inspired by a Marillion classic)
I got taken into Care when I was 11;
Mum and dad visited once,
Then couldn’t be bothered to visit again;
At 14, I stopped visiting them.
At 19 I visited, what a mistake that was;
24 was the last time I went back;
And, at 49, I will never see my mum again;
I won’t put myself through that rejection, that hurt.
I am the Forgotten Son;
Not prodigal; not lost, mislaid;
A dozen times a day I must think of my mum;
I doubt she’s thought of me once in the last 25 years.
I should be more forgiving;
I should be the better person;
But I prefer to remain the Forgotten Son;
Invisible; never born; nothing but a bad dream.