Gun

I miss you momma

I never knew u well

All I really remember

Is your scream and then a yell

U would go upstairs

Tears in ur eyes

One day I went up

And figured out ur lies.

 

You said u were fine

Just extremely tired

Those were all lies

We saw the gun, and the shots were fired

 

All I remember is the shock in ur eyes

and my mind telling me everything will be fine.

but nothing is ever fine, is it

my mind always takes me back to you mum

And when I saw u and that gun.

 

I waited for hours,

on and on,

till I finally realised

you were gone.

where are you mum?

when I needed u the most

u left me

then I overdosed

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Beatnik1979's picture

I

dig the darkness of this.

inspired by real events?

i hope not.

particular use of the couplet in verse is a good device.

more?

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Gun

Thank you so much. It's not based on real events, if somebody has to live this traumatizing life I'd feel extremely upset. Thanks, every comment means a lot to me!