Im Not

Ive always heard that beauty is skin deep,

Something one cant see.

Beauty is on the inside,

Which coincides with personality.

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

And who might that be?

The answer to that simple question

Is relentless society.

Im not a size one,

Or what society wants me to be.

Im not a sex toy for men,

Or a doll entitled Barbie.

I am only a simple teenager

Just trying to get by.

Just trying to be loved by others

Even if I have to lie…

Im not who you think I am

Thats something plain to see.

Its because since Im not much of a looker,

You wont even look at me.

So sad it is to be like me

When men wont turn my way,

A sad thing indeed it is

And here is what I have to say:

Dont tell me I have great “personality”

Or mock me by saying Im “hot.”

Dont bullshit me, I know the truth

That beautiful I’m not…  

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love the logics expressed in this poem with a good idea.. I went through few of your poems and loved them too..you are good poetess and hope you never stop writing and add more poems.. this poem is good and love it..hope you like my poems too.. and let me know if they also touch your heart.. I am basically a peace wisher poet with 6 books published... I am a peace dreamer, love-based peace promoter... hope you be with me... let me share here one of my own famous say with you... ( a friendly smile is the best weapon of war to fight with..afzal shauq