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the repression of my thoughts
the difference i feel
i only seek to distract myself of what is real
the denial consumes
a heart full of empty rooms
ive gained but have also lost
glistening thoughts
a reflection of myself
everlasting void
a symphony of meloncholy
all held in my hand
as i only seek of what i am lacking
left my soul sent blacking
ever since that day
how can i ever feel this way
nothing appears as it use to
nobody has a clue
my mind numb
all the questions rush through
but now i know its because of you
how different you are
so distant and far
the way it was before
loving me so evermore
so perfect and unreal
now i can barely even feel
the amazing sensation
where is my salvation
now is empty
a black whole of agony
all is drained away
as though it is lost.. not willing to come back to stay
i dont feel as before
leaving my heart like a cold shore
nor do i think, but who is to blame
but all i know is that nothing is the same.