Like all nightmares, the dream begins in a place
just familiar enough to be recognizable,
just unfamiliar enough to be unrecognizable and,
perhaps, unheimlich, haunted. The month is always
November, with the frail, slanted, clouded light of
that season, and the year is always nineteen eighty-one.
Teaching the course will be the great scholar,
Baron Vrdlk, the eminent historian---whose bulbous
head and incisive demeanor already torment
you, on the edge of that perspective seen only from the
corner of your eye. He has demanded a sample of
your writing---a brief review published in the campus
newpaper during your freshman year; the style of which
he disparages with disdain. So you offer, instead, the
poem about the Whitechapel murders---which
impresses him to consent to your admission (the
course is invitation only, instructor's discretion). The
workload will be onerous, the reading syllabus unusually
long, and the thought processes required achingly
intense. He is an erratically eccentric, even in exile:
he departs the campus on the weekends closest to the
New Moon, and keeps a substantial crate of Slavic soil in his
small, cramped office---in which the always staling air
surrouns the visitor or supplicant with the fetid stench of a lair.
Starward
A Dream Weened
The residue of mucky mystery--- The Narrator's detailed perspective.
bananas are the perfect food
for prostitutes
Thank you. It was a very
Thank you. It was a very chilling dream. I was aware of wanting to wake up, but I was also aware of wanting to hear all of the lines of poetry that were forming around the rather chilling images of this dream.
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