[a homage to Taphless Gibler's uncollected short story,
"Marooned Far From The Morons On A Pastel Moon"]
1
Two thugs had been watching him for quite a long time
that evening; so we should, perhaps, begin with a
description of him: you have probably seen his
sort elsewhere---they seem to turn up quite a
bit in our more tolerant society, despite the best
efforts of those patriotically sensible defenders of
our historic way of life and customary heterosexuality,
which are threatened by the like of him---a slender,
obviously male, but somewhat feminine, long-haired
boy, having earlier this summer attained the age of legal
consent. He was clad in a mesh tee-shirt, which
provocatively displayed his torso and nipples, and was
tucked neatly into the waist-band of that style of
jeans called "skinny" by the weirdos who wear them; and
beneath those slightly rolled denim cuffs, stripey socks
(pastel blue and lavender) sheathed his feet, which were
protected by sports sandals (he usually avoided shoes
except when inclement weather and difficult surfaces
required them; socks, he believed, were sufficient for
most activities). So when he departed the saloon,
although the hour was fairly early considering the
summer sun's late setting, they followed him out and,
near a shadowed alley, overpowered him, abducted him, and
brought him to the water's edge, and to a small rowboat
awaiting their use for this perfidious purpose which, of course,
they justified in the name of the defense of straight
heterosexuality. They had bound his wrists and his ankles
with plastic ties; and having made their way to that part of
the lake they believed to be its center, they removed his
sandals (which most likely would have fallen off and drifted
back as potential evidence against them), and. despite his
tearful pleas of ultimate terror, tossed him into the water.
They had not even bothered to ascertain his name---which, as
he sinks beneath the surface, we should probably mention:
Jeremie, as he spelled it (most people thought that was too
"girly" a form), and, since seventh grade, it had given rise to a
slogan that had clung to him for the last six years of his
compulsory educaton---"Fairy be Jeremie!" The two thugs
congratulated each other on the bravery of their action and
began the oar-pull that would return them to their place in the world.
2
Being something of a visitor to this area, he was not aware of the
island that occupied a part of the water's center; and most of the
local residents were equally unaware of it and would have been
somewhat surprised to be informed of its existence. Jeremie found
himself lying upon dry sand, just past the last of the tide's reach as
it strove to caress the shore, and---quite unexpectedly---his clothing
was entirely dry. Twilight was now coloring the sky with a spectacular
version of the colors of his socks. As he sat up, he noticed the three
young men who were seated or sprawled around him, watching him
intently. They might have been triplets, although they were not.
Each of their faces, with nuances that could be called feminine,
were distinctly different; but their eyes were equally deep, their
gazes entirely sincere, and their smiles very shy but welcoming. Their
very tanned limbs suggested a subtle strength without the usual
distortions that a body-builder would have created; their waist-length
blond hair had been coiffed into small, soft curls; and each of them
was clad only in a thong, with only enough fabric to ensure some
standard of modesty. "Am I dead, or dreaming, or about to be dead?"
Jeremie asked. "No," one answered. "You are very much alive," a
second continued. "This is reality; perhaps more real than where
"you had previously visited," the third explained. Jeremie shook his
head: "You rescued me?" "Yes," they replied similtaneously. "We
"did not want you to get wet, that way, so we bore you up on our
"hands and brought you here." A sense of gratitude, that seemed
entirely palpable, coursed through Jeremie's flesh. "Thank you,"
he whispered, and all three, blusing, said, "You're welcome," together.
"What should I call you?" They looked at each other, as if flattered by
his question; and paused, as if searching his thoughts, and then one
answered, "Fawns. Call us fawns---like the young given birth by a doe."
After this conversation, they escorted him around their island, each of
them in turn holding his hand. They showed him a large garden
profuse with flowerings and fruitings, enclosed by a low wall of
highly polished stones, built for decoration and not defense. A
sparkling fountain watered the plants by day, and in the late evenings,
mists (they explained this principle later). Several species of trees
provided shade as needed in the afternoons. As the stars began to
constellate the sky, the Fawns excused themselves, explaining that
they must absent themselves momentarily to dress for dinner; and
then returning, clad now from wait to toe in opaque gray tights---as if
they had been dancers in some very exclusive ballet company (but of
such, they disclaimed any knowledge, not even familiar with the
concept). The meal consisted of assorted delicacies, along with
vegetables and fruits harvested from the garden, and Jeremie, suddenly
feeling very famished, eagerly devoured all that was placed before
him, not in the least curious as to the provenance or means of
preparation. After the last morsel had vanished, Jeremie asked,
"Am I staying the night?" Together, the Fawns nodded. "Where
"will I sleep?" One of the Fawns smiled broadly. "Within our
"embrace, and beneath a most accommodating quilt." And thus
concluded Jeremie's first night upon the island; and, although the
Fawns had removed their tights and thongs, they respected his
wish to remain clothed, and only embraced him gently and without
amorous intention (like him, they, themselves, insisted on monogamy,
which would require certain choices; however that particular
decision would be postponed for sometime as Jeremie became
more oriented to the island, and more comfortable in his residence there).
3
Jeremie spent his days---either with one or more of the Fawns; or, at
times and upon his request, by himself---exploring the island, which
offered many delightful features; examining the beauty and
structure of the landscape, and of the many vegetal species (some of
which would not have been expected to thrive together); and, after
nightfall, observing the sky, and the stars and planets which he learned,
with time and eager effort, to identify. Morning, noon, and night,
he prayed---and his memory of the prayers, he found, was very
functional, even despite the absence of any prayerbook. "The
"ancient Faith," said one of the Fawns, "is a worship that
"always deepens the experience and joy of prayer," and Jeremie,
pleased by the unsolicited statement, completely agreed. He
was amazed that he had become so contended with this insular
lifestyle, that entirely lacked the busy-ness that occupied the
mainland (or, as he had come to ruefully call it, the "strait land"), and
that he did not miss, nor regret, its---the strait land's---shallower
entertainments whatsoever. Considering themselves his friends
(although one would, in the process of time, become his lover), the
Fawns always willingly and openly accepted all of his questions, and
always respectfully discussed his opinions and conclusions. As to
his past, they maintained a courteous discretion---relying upon him to
disclose such details only as and when he wished.
4
In the last term of his freshman undergraduate year, Jeremie had
audited a Philosophy 101 course; and, although he felt he had no
aptitude for this particular academic discipline, he did retain one
memorable statement that the instructor had repeated rather often:
that time consisted of three kinds or species: kairos and
koinos, chronos and idios. The first two aspects were to be
desired and sought with active hope; the other two were to be
be eschewed and avoided with deliberate and careful intention.
Two he had found on the island with the Fawns;
two he had abandoned in the strait land with the thugs.
5
After Jeremie had spent some time on the island, pieces of the small
boat commandeered by his abductors began to wash ashore. They
appeared to have been smashed apart, rather than loosened by the
action of water or nisuse. A few threads of fabric, one of them bearing
what appeared to be the stain of blood, clung to the wooden shards. Of
course, Jeremie felt a rush of mixed emotions: sorrow for lives lost and
wasted; relief that, even if he had wished to return, those thugs would
not be lurking in vengeful wait for him; and disdain that they had been so
crude that, even though they had disliked him on sight, they could not
have respected his existence. Heterosexuality, he thought, was neither
so tenuous nor so tentative as to need the bolster of intolerant violence.
While he contemplated all this, the Fawns stood quietly apart, sensing
that, for the moment, he needed to be alone. But, of course, in that
place, in their care and companionship, he knew, at last, that he would
never be entirely alone; and that sufficed to create a contentment in
him that needed neither further explanation nor objective explication of
this place, or time, or his privilege to dwell here as long as poetry lasts.
Starward
Wowowow
I enjoyed your poem very, very much.
It sucked me straight into its grand fantasy.
I am also admittedly envious of your skill.
bananas are the perfect food
for prostitutes
My poor words can never
My poor words can never adequately express my gratitude for this comment from a Poet of your stature. I thank you very, very much; and, believe me, I will be smiling about this comment for a long, long time.
Starward