Found in my car's back
seat, the receipt for paying
her phone service back
on: torn, and tearing up, I
tore it up---shreds to the breeze.
Kyakuchuu
[jlc]
Author's Notes/Comments:
Seeing the receipt, unexpectly, was like a punch to the gut. I could hardly contain my sorrow. Seeing her name and number printed there, I wanted to text her, to tell her I love her, that I do not know how not to love her, and that I miss her every moment of every day. I did not.
And Now
...she is just litter on the side of the road. Sad. Reading a lot of lost love poetry lately. You paid for it and you are still paying for it? I've had my share of literally picking up the tab. Anger is a good answer - it's healthy! ~A~
thank you . . .
and yes, I am still paying for it. I have gotten to the point where a random thought of her does not bring tears, immediately, but there are times of the day, or reminders, that bring the rainstorm as quickly as a summer pop-up storm.
Seryddwr