Comfortably numb...

All the blessings of the world don't fill me up
Nothing seems to clog that empty void

So hungry and never full the wormhole to nowhere
Black hole sun the hope that never comes

On the other side I hear whispers of making It
To far to really get a sense of direction

I'm not one of the lucky ones I know how it ends
The demon puts my soul at ease.

As I dream this translucent state weakens
The barriers lost in a nightmare of confusion

I can't breathe, it stands on my chest
One foot choking my neck

Time slips so slowly,
hope dwindles

I get lazy,
it's easier
not to
breathe,
To hear,
to feel,
to think.

Comfortably Numb.

Heart beats a hollow tune.
Thumping against the thin walls

I realise I am still alive
But it only slips further from my rationale,

Foggy conscious wont let me see the way
It's easier not to stay,

The laziness in my bones settles in,
The dark is restful

I want to slip away,
But hope nags me
with whispers
of the other side

It's a time game
Stay awake,

I will make it
One day.

For now,
I will stay
Comfortably numb.

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Jesster's picture

I was sure feeling like this

I was sure feeling like this a little while ago. Hope your day gets better. Open that heart chakra and let the love in.... And out! Hugs


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SSmoothie's picture

I'm okay sweet, actually I

I'm okay sweet, actually I had a pretty good Christmas! This is an empathic piece, sometimes I get a vibration and just go with it, and I add a little something if myself in there too to make feel more real as I write. Merry Christmas hugss. :)


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."