Dont.
dont say it.
dont think it
dont make it real
It doesnt exist here
not with us not now.
dissolve it from our truth
dont make it hurt.
dont let me bow
in shame
for your pain.
hush.
You must never try
to speak of it again.
I will be lost
It will never be found again.
I will dissolve.
I barely came back
the last time
sane.
Wow!
Great writing! You capture the feel of penning those thoughts as you stand there, in the dark, with the a pen in one hand and the other on the doorknob. Very powerfully written!