worn by my crown of thorns

Lost in the cruel sea.
A world of dark torment
Washed with more dirty water ever unclean
Did you find me or did I take you?
Did i make it or did it make me?
Do you really know the cruelty
Borne I hide churling and chiding
This viciousness in side. Like drops
Of toxic green vengance I swallow hard
The bitter bile of welled up injustice
What a dark creature ive become
Broken razors made of shards of glassy pride.
Fingertip trails along frosted panes
only steaks of what I'll let you see.
There are the ghosts in my head
with that I've made my peace.
There is a madness crushing my soul,
There squatters a demon in my heart
Crowned with beggars prayers bound with
Scripture papermached over and over in verse
A mass of panic and wailing darkness
Blood Fever, boiling points anointment
With the fat of creation skinned of beauty
Left with fleshless bones of a haunting.
Bring not your wrath here play with another toy
there lies a sleeping wraith goliath wrath within
I will take you as I said and thus release
The vommitous pressure of this cuffed mind
bearing a crown of worn blunt piercing thorns
thus unleash the cruel seas.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

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GSNJSMJ's picture

i understand and if u ever

i understand and if u ever just want to vent ur sorrows, my ears are yours shall u need them.


 

Ascesa e rialzarsi fino a quando gli agnelli diventano leoni

Rise and Rise again until Lambs become lions

GSNJSMJ's picture

i cant help but feel your

i cant help but feel your prospective in this piece> well written, emotionally derived from a very powerful source!


 

Ascesa e rialzarsi fino a quando gli agnelli diventano leoni

Rise and Rise again until Lambs become lions

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Thankyou GSNJSMJ so dearly

you seem to understand life through similar shades of lenses. there is a little someting off in the last few lines but perhaps you or beavis might help with an opinion on that :)? I esteem your work and ideas and this comment means so much more than you know in this very challenging time. You have lifted a soul that had refused for a while to lift. thankyou deeply. heartfelt thanks SS.


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