Morbidly Nonplussed in the original sense.

Numb. Lost. Depleted.

Hollow victories pile themselves around me

The casualties strewn across my hopes 

I am one of them 

Dead eyes watch eager crows picking

I can't see anything but the end. 

There's no struggle left in these veins

I wonder of the phoenix 

So often pulling my soul back from the ether 

No where...

Still I watch from the corners of my eyes

For her blazing beauty

Even knowing my unworthiness 

I catch a beat of hope

Only to watch it fade

through milky coalgulations 

The Stiffening crawls 

I wait, 

Steeling myself for the impending darkness 

 

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Yup. Know that feeling... 

Yup. Know that feeling... 


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Ahhhhhhhccccaaaaa Healedwoman ahhhhhdccckclqpqpq!

Just when darkness beckons, Healedwoman happens and SS sends us a few choice picks from her ideation matrix - joy to us, we deserve happiness neh?  Your poempal, Stella. xoxox


 

 

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Awwww! You are just like my

Awwww! You are just like my phoenix you and many others I try to stay a beast of! Hugss mwah! 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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I'm not so sure rewording my

I'm not so sure rewording my name worked. Shhh....

me wants to feel happy again


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Could replace arrange to:a

Could replace arrange to:

a nomad wheel 

Wha lemonade

A Helm owning ed

Heal womaning

Am i new halogen?

Ha a woe medal

Leaning who man?

 

These a based on healed and healing woman of course.

Perhaps these rearrangements could shed some light? ;) i had fun with it anyways lol! 

HugSS!  Mwah! 

 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Hahaha! I was thinking of

Hahaha! I was thinking of figuring out something that would still have HW initials that doesn't mean healing. i think I would like to be Hanhepi-Wi. But I don't know if it would be disrespectful to use as a caucasian. (Course that word might be considered a healing word too..)


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