One step further,
two steps back.
Every time I try to do right
it ends in another relapse;
each time is worse than before.
Every night just sit alone,
listen to another depressing song;
just trying to forget what’s wrong.
Although,I fear any hope of a better life is already long gone.
You know, there is a strange
You know, there is a strange feeling I get when I walk amongst the world.
Doesn't your heart just wanna open just a little bit.
It's met with negativity the wishes to close it.
I find myself taking sides with the negative side.
who knows why??