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I'm depressed again

I want to die

And I want to cry

But my tears refuse to fall

Please,someone, make it all disappear

I've felt like this for too many years

No longer do my tears wish to fall

I'm wrong not matter which path I decide

I despise all that I feel inside

Now only in there do my tears actually fall

I can't get up anymore, it keeps holding me down

Even my smiles can't help but look like frowns

My tears jus won't fall anymore

I once again really don't care

You try to talk to me but i'm not really there

I'm too numb for the tears to fall

I used to think I could handle it, that i was strong

I've given up, my next action proves how much i was wrong

My wrists cry tears of blood

I look up at you now as I roast in hell for all time

And I see how much my suicide has hurt you

For weeks all you could do was let your tears fall

You didn't get out of bed for a month atleast

You lay there and cry and ask yourself "why?

Why do no one stop her?  Why did she leave me here alone?

I loved her, she was my compainion, did she know?"

In your heart now is a large gaping hole

I watch you and wonder, can you still feel my damned soul?

you become depressed and want your life to end

You couldn't stand to lose another friend

Despite all that has been said

You still want to join me in the realm of the dead

I watch you from down below

You're more loved than I was I hope you know

And yet i helplessly watch

As your wrists stream those damn tears of blood