Diane - 6/12\02 | PostPoems

When I jus met you

We were fighting over the same dude

You say he's yours and I say he's mine

I tire of the arguements and he won't choose so I say 'fine!

you 2 deserve each other, I don't need this!'.

Before i left you two alone, I stole from him one last kiss

to show him exactly what he's giving up.

It dint take long before he ran back to me trying to make up

And at that point you realise

how much he really lies

We teamed up to take upon him revenge

it was our broken hearts that we needed to avenge.

From that experience we grew close and found love

You were like a gift to me from heaven above

These feelings of yours you began to hate

You said 'this can't be! i'm straight!'

it took you a while before you could comprehend

it matters not the sex of the 1 you love as long as in the end

you both live in joyful bliss.

Since then a few years have passed

And you've been having a blast

Having sex w/friends and strangers, continuously cheatin on me.

You confess and say "baby, oh gee,

i'm sorry, you're the only one for me, I love you"

I suck it up, my heart constantly breakin, hoping you truly do.

'i want a child' to me you say

is the reason in all these guys' beds you stay

17 is too young to have a child i tell her

how will she support it? Will she stay with the father?

What about me? Her 'i love yous' i no longer believe

I try to break up with her but she begs me not to leave.

She sais she needs me more than anything.

I frankly don't know what to more to think

She tells me she wants to be with me forever

So I fold, I give in, I stay with her, she's very clever

It's been almost a year since we last spoke to each other.

I wonder if she's okay, if she's found another?

I've gotten no mail, no phone calls,no emails, no anything.

so I jus sit here and worry, i wonder where her love went, if for me she really ever had any.