Thoughts are hard to come by
I can’t focus
I try but thinking makes it worse
Nothing is helping
All I feel is pain
I lay in fetal position on the hardwood floor
Trying to make myself as small as possible
I hear footsteps coming towards me
I open my eyes expecting to see steel toe boots
The boots crashing into my ribs and legs
Covering my head with my arms to block the blow
I sigh in relief when I see blue vans
He picks me up and wraps his arms around me
Finally, I can break down
He stays and helps make things seem okay
But we both know that this will happen again