I am surrounded by people, but I feel all alone.
No one to talk to, no ring on my phone.
This loneliness fills me, seeking release
All I want is to be at peace.
But no, that can not be.
I think I will always feel lonely.
There are so many reasons to cry
So many reasons I feel I have to die.
All around me I see couples holding hands,
and I wonder when I'll have someone to hold MY hand.
When will my loneliness end?
When will this pain come to it's end?
The tears behind my eyes--they threaten to fall
And I am reminded of when I felt I had it all.
Back then I wasn't lonely,
Back then I was free to be me.
But now I suffer with this pain inside of me,
This unrelenting agony
of being alone in a crowd of many
with this pain that is threatening to consume me.
The tears pool in my eyes,
as I give up and part of me dies.
Its a very good poem. I can relate to the authors feelings when she wrote it. The poem just struck a nerve i guess.