In the beginning,
I was fascinated by you.
The way you moved,
like an unknown dance.
The way you smiled
could light up a room.
You were so full of energy,
I could barely keep up.
One month in,
our friendship turned
to something more.
I burned to tell you
that I loved you.
You were so full of life,
so passionate,
so much fun to be around.
Six months in,
you have encouraged me
and pushed me
to be a better version of myself.
One year in
it is my turn to encourage
and let you be
a better version of yourself.
Two years in
and our spark is starting to fade.
I don't understand what's happening.
You have started to change,
but maybe so have I.
Three years in
There's no passion
but I am comfortable
and I don't know that I want to leave
so I give in, I concede to your demands.
Four years in
and there's wedding bells in my future.
I don't know if I'm ready to give up
on love, on all my hopes and dreams.
I feel like I am lying to myself
about what I really feel is important.
Five years in
and the weddings have come and gone.
We've tied our lives together
but I feel trapped,
unable to be the me I planned.
Six years in
and I am so lost.
I wonder where we went wrong.
What happened to the love, the passion?
Life has flown by us
And we are lost in darkness.
Seven years in
and you're so angry all the time.
I don't know how to fix it.
I don't know how to love
this person you've become.
Eight years in
and I'm ready for this to be over.
I sigh in longing for what once was
as I walk out the door.
only real and true love will
only real and true love will survive all up`s and downs
ron parrish
Such a sad situation, but you
Such a sad situation, but you describe it so precisely . . . good, but very sad, poem.
J-Called