Lost is my treasure, but I found four friends
Fishing for the lessons I put off until the end
They weasel their way in through betrayal and pain
The problem is these chicks all exist in my brain
My treasures picked them up, so it ended before it began
I need to learn a few while I still can
Witnessing this life in it’s furthest extreme
Taught me that nothing is exactly as it seems
Praying for simplicity that left us all bereaved
I now question all the things that I had once believed
I try to fill my life with searching for heaven through my dreams
But I still look so doggone hard til I miss the simple things
I wish they’d let me go, I wish they’d let me be
Cuz with these four up in my way there’s no way I’ll ever see
Their blurring up my vision with their twisted little ways
Depression holds my head so tight she keeps me in a daze
With these headaches that stream from my heart
Threatening to throb flesh and plate apart
Bitterness is unbridled and perfunctory in her approach
Perturbing even me sitting her heavy self on my chest like a broach
Memory that surges my veins with sensations
That override this wisdom to sidestep temptations
Confusion extends her soft loving touch
Strangling me with her sensitive clutch
I push these four chicks in to one straight line
Confusion is last, as bitterness follows
They flee me so quickly I begin to feel hollow
Memory kicks in and plays me her song
She pushes away depression for staying so long
Introduced and unmasked I show her this love
That those chicks took from me to tarnish and smudge
This painful split second will replay for a lifetime
As I pull my self apart standing in sunshine
Free of my friends and reforming my way
So I can continue on living today
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Thanks for sharing....