what in the hell has happened
how did i end up this way
my whole worlds spun out of control
all wrongs turns down the paths i take
accept the fact that i'm a social outkast
cannot trust decisions that i make
living in exile, so used to loneliness
more evidence, my birth was a mistake
history has shown consistence in my failures
barely alive, i'm drowning in this pain
it seems so senseless to just give up on life
cling so tight to the last shreds of faith
in my own defense, i never asked for this
anger is my fortress from which i must escape....