sometimes it feels like i'm an empty vessel
missing out on real emotions
breaking down within what's left of me
and fading out from who i am
i may not live like i'm supposed to
or play by the rules of common man
yet i cling to what makes me human
though you may never understand
in my solitude i can see clearly
the advice you attempt to share
i promise i'm listening intently
it's not like i do not care
it's my life we're discussing
it means alot to me i swear
mistakes i made so long ago
are not the same i make today
there was a time when all was perfect
it's sure not now, that is to say
once i had a home and family
by their choice they fell away
my heart aches from the memories
of the ones i left behind
i think of them every moment
they're never far from my mind
it's become my life's purpose
to know a love i can call mine
if i could rebuild the bridges
and change the choices that i made
it wouldn't take a second thought
i should hav never run away
if i could do it all again
i promise i would've stayed