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the trilogy--- (my favorite work ever)
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epics part 1:
destruction of truth
false segments of time
lost memories in mind
hidden where i can't find
desperately falling behind
purposefully missing
The pieces in play
The games I’m not winning
I must seize the day
Destruction of truth
Glued together with lies
Forgotten by loved ones
Whom I’ve learned to despise
No tale has been honest
Thought riddled with holes
The bodies are piled up
With no place to dispose
Disgusted with all this
Stomach writhing in pain
From the bullshit I live through
Increasing disdain
Hatred consumes me
It’s the path that I chose
There’s no use in fighting
I’m destined to lose
Crawl out of the shadows
Exhausted with fear
Faces of anguish
Drenched by their tears
Gather the holy
To provide us with hope
That something bigger is out there
Just teach us to cope
Regretting the sadist
Who pried in my brain
Psychosis is simple
Certifiably insane
On whose rules do you state this?
Who says that it’s true?
Ever think I was normal?
Didn’t occur to you.
That framed piece of paper
So you’ve got a degree
Doesn’t prove that I’m crazy
You’re wrong about me
My soul is so solid
Still my mind is intact
Body doesn’t give into
Your idea of a fact
I’ll never believe that
Or forgive your ideas
I know who I am
Dry up my lone tear
My strength is astounding
Desire to conquer
Won’t let you destroy me
Fighting hard not to falter
With this promise I’m given
To never taste defeat
I grab “hold my bootstraps
Determined to compete
Grinning and fearless
I start down my path
To meet with my enemies
And show them my wrath
Armored by honor
And headstrong commands
They’ll never see me coming
They don’t stand a chance
My weapons are deadly
Precision in the kill
I’ll be victorious
Slaughter my fill
No time for remorse
Fuel my immanent hate
This battle for my future
Won’t be left to fate
I must know the answers
Learn the truth of my life
For that moment of rapture
Cuz I don’t want to die
Disregard the demons
Taking over the night
Sit beside him in heaven
Glorified by the light
Part two:
Conscious mind
Suppose you could care
What it is that I think
Sit and listen to stories
Get lost in the drink
Fade in and out
Of our conscious mind
A body is useless
Left unsatisfied
Pry into my secrets
These dungeons so dark
Forgotten the past lives
Lit by the spark
What lessons were learned
To follow the rules
Or make up some new ones
And live like such fools
Discard the old
Break in the new
The search can
T be endless
I must know the truth
Alone in my journey
Getting used to myself
Been grasping at nothing
Escaping from hell
Lead me out of the shadows
I lost my last guide
Confused these directions
Just us, side by side
Our future is fading
Unknown to us all
Shielded by armor
Thick with brick walls
Somewhere are the answers
You’d promise you’ll tell
Before earth is cast out
Taken over by hell
Is god just a creature
Immersed in his shame
Watching us all lose
At life’s little game?
Will he ever show mercy
To the innocent ones?
Forgive us our trespasses’
And pick up our guns.
My mind keeps erasing
What’s left of my dreams
Life’s not what I thought
Not at all what it seems
Still all my questions
Are thrown in the pile
Just sit here and listen
We’ll be here a while
Till earth stops it’s spinning
The sun ceases to shine
Will you have an idea
Of what’s on my mind
Part three:
Lost in the ears
Your ulterior motives
Are as obvious as my skin
Protecting these vital organs
Fed by such poisonous sin
Can’t fool the focused
Wasted time spent with you
Sacrificed the peace inside
All things done, we can’t undo
To late for wishful thinking
Why have yesterday in mind
My future glows with promise
What I want I’ll surely find
At least I know one fact
No one will ever stop me
Keep walking my own path
My only chance to live free
No matter the rules they give
Enforcers of ridiculous laws
We may not know the outcome
But we clearly see the cause
Perverted pleasures tease
As balanced by shyness and sham
No winners will be rewarded
If I’ve not announced the game
A sigh of desperation
Will drag me from my choice
Leaders of this administration
Will be stifled by my voice
My words, a resounding echo
To the farthest reaches of space
Lost in the ears of the close-minded
Sheep they heard with such disgrace
Ridiculed for uniqueness
Yet the individual earns praise
Communicate our misdirection
Seems we’ve finally lost our way
Does your anger know no bounds?
What of the messages which you speak?
I’ll forget you and say goodbye now
Gain strength lifting up the weak…
The end
