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here i am again

in the middle of the night

i'm all alone again

and i know i'm not alright

i'm feeling like this again

god, i should be in bed

not fighting with these thoughts again

that are filling up my head

they overwhelm me again

and i'm too weak to fight it

i'm losing to myself again

and all of these things i tried to forget

i'm thinking about you again

and i wonder if you miss me

i'm doubting myself again

and my own sanity

i'm asking myself again

what it's be like to be dead

god, i scare myself and i want to wake up again

but first i guess i'd have to go to bed