Visiting home

The dictator and his horde have,
Looted and gone abroad
They ruled for a decade

*

The library opens from eight to four
I ride on my bike
Staring past the entrance door

Serried rows of books
The scent of paper and ink
The grand choir of written words
Mesmerizing, calm,
Peaceful

I remember my father, late from work
I would pick him from the bus station
Saving him the long walk home

He would blame the usual delays
Traffic, chaos of awkward passengers,

“I was worried about you’
‘Why’? I am fine”
Let’s have some soup before we get home
It will make you feel better

We sit on wooden benches, by the vendor’s cart
Sipping, talking about his day
While gaslight lantern gently fades away . . . . .

*
I am covering casualty
Holding a dying man’s hand
His eyes plead to my helplessness
A suicide bomber’s misguided revenge plan

I sit down, head held in despair
75 killed, countless injured, scarred for life
Better dead than alive

We are targets of the illegitimacy
Of someone else’s war on terror

They name those lost in attack
But forget they were
Fathers, brothers’ sons and daughters
Disregard those left behind to mourn

And finally the promises
Broken, fragmented unfulfilled
So-called democracy now prevails
Hanging by the skin of its teeth
In anarchy’s ocean the country sails

*

I run between the library, the bus stop
And the soup vendor
Trying to find where
We lost
Our way

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I love Pakistan and deeply hurt at the current situation, I remember how it used to be, peaceful, calm and a wonderful place. I have chosen the three places mentioned in the poem but alas nothing is safe anymore.The dirty war imposed on us was never ours, how we ended up being a part of it is an open question.

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