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The Pain that Haunts You
You want to run from it
But no matter where you run you cant escape it
It haunts you alone
In a silent dream
You want to turn away
Put it all back in the past
But what is not forgotten is always with you
And it will never leave
It’s too late to apologize now
Things have changed
and they will never be the same
you sit alone.
Thinking, remembering
As your mind is clouded
By thoughts of pain
As it tears you apart
The lies, the fears
The confusion, the tears
I can’t find a way to live with myself
I’ve forgotten how to be me
Some how I feel that,
That part of me is lost,
gone forever,
and without you, I can never get it back
Without you I don’t feel like livin
But when I’m with you I feel like dyin
I can’t decide if I should
Love you or hate you
Cuz no matter how much I can’t stand bein me
You always find away to make it worse,
Find a way to get away with it
No one notices my pain
and the pain won’t go away
It eats a way at me deep down inside
Living this life
Day after day
Keeps breaking my heart apart
Piece by piece
Until I have nothing
Am nothing
Feel nothing
Nothing, but worthlessness
You forgot how to be you? All you gotta do is not follow the crowd, i don't know what kind of person you are but if you wear low cut clothes- stop cuz guys would be attractedt to that and think your a slut if you wear loose comfortable clothes- YOU GO GIRL! your not afraid of what people think! try hard to remember what you were like as a kid and be like that- if you have a belief in a god follow him/her and his rules/commandments whatever!
this was really good.. I can really relate..