Wandering

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2004

The clock strikes 12

I wander the cold and lifeless streets

a prisoner to my thoughts

pondering on days of old

when I was young and lovely

the ever-shimmering moon

illuminates my lonely path

An icy silvery beam

cutting across the dark night



The clock strikes 1

rain falls on my pale cheeks

washing away old tears

Tears may fail me

but the pain never dies

it lives on inside my heart

residing in the shadows of my mind

eating me from the inside out



The clock strikes 2

as regret grabs hold

and stabs deep into my rotting heart

digging deep into my soul

I remember



The clock strikes 3

I wander to the mountains

to the valleys, to the oceans

to the seas

to the ends of the earth

But the shadow of memory clings

to my footsteps

stalking me through

life's grief, life's sorrow, life's misery

Insanity corners me in a dark alley

Nowhere to run.



The clock strikes 4

I face him bravely

I can smell it

taste it, hear it, feel it, sense it

Your cold face watches through the rain

through my blood

watches me die.

You have murdered me.



The clock strikes 5

it is almost over now

Sound the funeral bells

As I lie bleeding in the streets

As I lie dying in the streets.



The clock strikes 6

the end has come.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is one of my older poems that I wrote my freshman year in high school. It is about being "murdered" by regrets. 2004.

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