He said...
"You caught me at a bad time.
I've been sitting here
Stuck between a rock and a hard place
For years now.
Hoping that
One day it will all make sense.
But I can't erase
What I never was
And I can't continue to be
What I am" -
"Explain to me
What you would do
In this situation...
I mean...
There I was
Sitting at home
Drinking my problems away... And... --
Nobody ever asks to be that person!
No one ever says to themself,
'That will be me one day' -
I was just tryin to get
My bits and kibbles."
As I watched him pass
Right there in front of me,
I came to terms
With the fact that
It was his time to go...
And I watched him die
Right there in the middle
Of the park.
"Well..." He said.
"The Lord works
In mysterious ways..."
As if to suggest
That this is some
Happy instance
The two of us
Having this lonely conversation...
So I looked to him,
And I realized,
He was in his final breath.
And the last thing he said to me was,
"Don't worry about me...
You'll be okay,
Once you stop talking to
Yourself...
One day it will all make sense."
you have such a way with words... love the humor sewn in at the end...