Sinners have no say
Sinners can't say didly
Comming up slowly
Keeping beats upon finger tips
Saintly eyes mostly have no souls
I can own it all
I can own happy
While glares proclaim their presence
Making me fall quickly
And takes the rhythm from my hands
Asking me to fade away
Numb my stares like novacaine
Thinking briefly of a child
Seeing the same sights
Contradictions as to who cares more
Compare the beauty of a childs sight to your own
Remeber the beauty of your child inside
And never forget
For once, no matter where you are
Check out the moment
Hold it in a bookshelf for future reference
Overwhelmed by will of instinct
Prophets need to help themselves
And leave the drunks to rest
You'll end up hating yourself the most
Like me
On a train
Overwhelmed by the persistance of human sin
Makes me want to hate myself some more.
Loathing of saintly eyes
Loathing of sinners lies
Hoping to just stay in the game
But knowing we're all the same
Bubbles in my head
As if my brain has spring a leak
Draining into my self conscience
Wondering why they've all become a part of me
Taking time to care
Brush their hair out of their eyes
Forgiveness doesn't stop at forgetting
I'd be just like Jesus
Only if I loved myself
I can't eat it, I am poison
Why should I carry the burden of sin?
Why wont I be strong like Him?
Shape the words, make them congegate
Formulate impressions on their faces
Surpising them in all different places
And take my pedistol as a trophy
Producing false idols as rewards
Saints turn sinners
Becomming all under the sun
Thinking yourself into perplex cirlces
And you'll twirl into contradictions
Comming to the same conclusions
And you realize, you realize
Spirals of self loathing.
I like this one. Not sure why.