The Equivocator-
With the intent to decieve.
Making me so nieve
that I actually believed
that you loved me.
Dear Equivocator-
I hate you so.
But I didn't know
how to say no
when you'd fuck me.
The grand equivocator-
always quick to judge.
Always holding a grudge
and I know he wont budge
when i tell him i love him.
Fucking asshole Equivocator-
I never want to see you.
I never want to trust you
or ever want to smell you
ever ever again.
You know it means alot when I think you smell like shit.
Even when you say I lie, it's way too hard to admit.
I'm done, I'm gone, forget my name like Carrie and Big.
But don't try to come get me in Paris like he did.
You'll never know about the basement and
you'll never know about my broken fingers.
Or my bloody throat, or the needles in a brown bag.
The money, the money, all the endless money.
This is all I ever had.
I love you, I hate you, I wanted your ring.
But now, filled with sorrow, I think I'll just sing
Just like I always did in my windowsill.
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please read my poems, and enjoy the real-life drama that is my life!