But if I wake up tomorrow I know you wont be there
and that's what makes me want to die
in my sleep.
Still if I live through one more night I know you're still
out there
and that's what keeps me up till dawn-
I can't sleep.
Why can't I express the ways, all the ways I love you?
When I know you're here, for real,
my stomach aches, I tremble.
For if I kiss you, I may die-but wouldn't I be happy?
Although I know your lips are soft,
they pierce my painful soul.
It always seems to paralyze me.
I can never leave, although it hurts.
There's pleasure in my pain.
If I go, will you stay? Or will you leave forever?
Or will you cry, or laugh, or die?
Sometimes I don't know you.
But I feel you, I see you
I hear you, I smell you
I taste you hours after we part.
You satisfy my hungry being.
I have two choices in front of me.
Choose you my love, or sanity?
Now I have no clue, What shuld I do?