I'll just go

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Will it end?

My mind never ceases and

I've been dealing with so many thoughts

so that I can't sleep.

Because it's her I keep.

I never wanted this place.

Why can't I see more than her face?

Maybe things can go my way.

Anytime they do I push away.

I've been losing for far too long.

I'll just go when I see my trap door come along,

And I'll just go.



I did it again,

But I feel this pain.

So different but its always the same.

O What have I gained?

Now I have lost my dignity.

Grown up too far from where I want to be.

I am hopeless,

Without a care.

I'll just go where the flowers grow. I will go there.

I'll go again.



When can I leave this life?

I don't want to stay.

I can't keep holding on to nothing for her sake.

But I'll just laugh,

And I'll just go.



Can't I break this mold of institution I call home?

O But there she goes acting like she always cared for me

My Mother O My friend.

But now I hate her again.



I feel the dark within.

I hate this feeling but I know that I will have to face

      it soon.

Before I have to know,

I'm ganna go.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This song is for everyone who has a psyco mother like I do. For anyone who can't escape their childhood. This is a personal song.

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