Will it end?
My mind never ceases and
I've been dealing with so many thoughts
so that I can't sleep.
Because it's her I keep.
I never wanted this place.
Why can't I see more than her face?
Maybe things can go my way.
Anytime they do I push away.
I've been losing for far too long.
I'll just go when I see my trap door come along,
And I'll just go.
I did it again,
But I feel this pain.
So different but its always the same.
O What have I gained?
Now I have lost my dignity.
Grown up too far from where I want to be.
I am hopeless,
Without a care.
I'll just go where the flowers grow. I will go there.
I'll go again.
When can I leave this life?
I don't want to stay.
I can't keep holding on to nothing for her sake.
But I'll just laugh,
And I'll just go.
Can't I break this mold of institution I call home?
O But there she goes acting like she always cared for me
My Mother O My friend.
But now I hate her again.
I feel the dark within.
I hate this feeling but I know that I will have to face
it soon.
Before I have to know,
I'm ganna go.