I'm a little broken and a little bruised
I feel cheated and abused
I feel defeated and definitely used.
I’m lost in my mind, confused
I'm sitting right next to you dying inside
Fighting off this emotional tide that rises up when I'm with you
A roller coaster ride within
My heart dying my smile shinning but I'm growing frail
I'm tired of pretending, or being treated like dog
Slowly reality sinking in is taking away my fog.
I'm so in love with you
I wish you still loved me too
I keep trying to forget
But I find myself still holding on.
I’m fighting to let go, to stay strong
I realize that something is so wrong
May be it’s time to keep moving on
Marching forward standing tall
Through the burning sun and the sinking storm
I have to keep going forward in this alone
When At one time you were right there
I can see your silhouette
So close and so far my cheeks are soaking wet
But my eyes stay dry
As my hands touch where you lye
My dreams are still full of you
Do you feel me trying to draw close?
Or is there too much distance
Between these blankets and sheets
Is your love dying? For mine still beats
Somehow the memories of us always creep
As I whisper goodbyes that I don’t mean while you sleep
I’m afflicted
Were bound together but I feel conflicted
Yet I know to you I’m convicted
Theres nowhere to go where I don’t feel insane
Cursing you while still calling your name
I love you with all that I am.
I understand girl. But
I understand girl. But sometimes it's easier to let go, you'll find holding on causes more pain. There's so much more to life and so much in this world than that one guy who wasn't good enough to keep you around. He'll regret it. They always do.
Thank you. I appreciate that
Thank you. I appreciate that
SCAR